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Today i just had maths trail... I walked for like so long... I was so tired after i reached hme... tt I fell aslp almost straight after i bathe... The hot bath... woah... It is heavenly man.... The sun today seemed expectionally hot and bright... Yet i had to facilitate the maths trail todae... regretted a lot.... I haven started even a bit of studying CL.... n the test is TML!!!! I haven even studied anything yet... CL is my only subj that can pull up my overall marks... so i m really score in CL... or else i dunno how m i gonna survive... My overall will be like 60+ or even 50+.... I will really band my head aginst the wall if I get such marks... I may even suffer frm depression... hahaz... That's just kidding... I m qte optimistic wan :) heehee :D

Today actually qte happie la... cos i got a "problem" off my baq... that's wuhui's present... I t wasn't a problem... but i sumhow got rather distracted by it... mabbe cos it's too cute alr... hahaz... :D I actually so crazy as to take a photo of the dog holding the flowers... hahaz... I m crazy... it seems like i give presents which i myself luv to have it... den after i give them away, I will miss them in sum ways... I alr miss the doggy... it's so cute... I can still rem elaine's and ms sim's big doggy too... they are so big... so nice to hug... so unforgettable too... haha :D


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Yeah man!!! FLUTE SECTION ROCKZ... flutez rocks too baby... :D but so sad :( the sec4s pass down alr... things are real weird w/t them... really miss them a lot...

national dae just passed.... HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.... :) the smile is a bit forced though.... not tt i not happy tt it's singapore's birthdae but i m just not in any happy mood... argh.... fri shld been a happy day but i lost my wallet.... :( it's such a sad thing.... i m super guilty abt tt... din wanted to bring down the happy mood for POP also... tried very hard not to cry lor... :( den now i wanna cry but i can't.... it seems everything is stuck in myself.... can't let it out anymore... my heart feels damn heavy now.... :( just managed to tell my mom abt tt... her reation was so damn depressing to me.... she din scold or beat me like most parents wld if their children had done sth wrong.... my parents neva beat me b4.... even if i failed my test.... they dun beat me.... even if i did sth terribly wrong... they just dun beat me.... but this made me more depressed... i can't vent out my anger, guilt, emotions on my tears... cos i just can't cry it out.... it just stayed trap in myself.. can't take it out... nor blow it out... or anything.... argh.... go n die u pple...... no matter hu u are.... go n die....

long long long time since i sign dis blog prev... i tink i jam cinli's blog alr... hahaz... fluid fusion was fun... SNSB rulez... it real does... we were great on fri... shld get gold for tt... haiz... why lor... pple just can't perform for proper comp or things... but for performance den can... mabbe is cos of the pressure la... very pressurised during comp... but great thing SYF IS OVER... over n done with it... finally... so happie... but... :( POP is cumin... no.. i dun want the sec4s to leave... they r so nice lor... can they dun leave... pls? not tt i want them to stay back or sth.... but just can't bear to let them leave... they r such nice pple... they r really pple hu r loyal n cares for the band truthfully... so sad... can they dun leave... please... i rather i forever be a sec 1 or 2... den they dun have to leave... not tt i sayin the sec3s r not nice... but the sec4s r also very nice... without the sec4s in my sect... my sect will be so much quieter... no more happy laughter tt bonds the sect alr... it will be so divided... *sob* i dun want tt to happen... NO.... though mf very strict.... but she is very nice... she's the one that uses her jokes n funny actions to bond the sec2s with the seniors..... haiz.. without her... the section... so cold... :(