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heyz... now slackin in com lab during chem lessons... hahaz... can't go into epebble for lessons... so enjoyable now... but cinli's blog still a trouble la... dun wanna solve liao... qte irritated with it... haiz~

yoz... cinli's blog is so troublesum... why choose such a template lor... it's not nice for many entries in a page... cos it's for one entry per page... qte hard to change... shall go try again later... head n eyes very pain... staring at the comp screen for like ages... trying to figure wat's the problem... i really underestimated the problem... now... her blog is not nice at all liao... a bit guilty of tt though.... shall go n study first... den cum back later at the nite... or mabbe... after dinner? dunno la... or mabbe tmr after band... hope tt tmr band ends earlier... den i got time to go online... heehee... cos now tt i noe tt i not in syf... i go for band pracs always get left out... so... haiz~ dun like to go liao... esp for sat n thurs... those days with combine... ms seah will make me n xinhui stare into space again... n history will repeat itself... i n xinhui will struggle again not to doze off... it's real hard though... wat's more must be so stiff... later get all stiff bones... can't move after band prac.... hahaz... hahaz... actually it's not really funny... but... in fact is sad... to be not in syf... to be left out at a side... to not be able to play during combines.... can't stand myself trying not to sleep... torturous thing... to be able to sleep is a great thing... but sum times pple just dun appreciate the time tt they can go n sleep... instead waste time going online... i feel tt maryanne shld really have a curfew on herself... not to go online for 3 days? or go online max for 2 hr?? she's really too overboard for her blog n stuffs like tt... chatting on msger.... she is really... haiz~... if she's my sister, i will really scold her... n make sure tt there is a limit to her going online for unimpt stuffs... n found out sth... maryanne is qte fake in her blog la... not in the part tt she writes things... but in the part of the poems... songs... n extra things... she is actually went to search for it!!! i dun search for things like tt wan lor... i usu only cum across things nice den i put wan... i neva special go n find n put... sumtimes chain mails can be qte nice though.... den frm my msn grp i also got nice pics, poems... those are just nice things lor... i neva specially went to find wan... anyway shan't tok abt her bad things so much... later she so happened to noe dis blog's url... den i die liao.... hope she dun reads it... hahaz....

i m not stupid la... yes... mabbe irritating... no la... actually, wat maryanne say is qte true la... i very stupid lor... failed for so many subjects.... heard tt got pple went to apply for the through train programme lor... heard tt must go for 3 tests n an interview.... n dunno wat la... anyway, i not interested in it... now in sch's com lab.... very dangerous la... maryanne can always peek over la... a bit lack of privacy.... qte noisy in here too.... later got piano lessons... qte sian la... dun really like the stupid... emr... but not stupid'er' den me la.... teacher.... he always so quiet wan... my ears will always have dis "wengweng" sound.... very pain n irritating to hear it la... gotta go liao.... or else later late for the lessons again

oh shoots man... i haven finish my shui hu zhuan... the test is on dis friday... i gonna die liao.... arghs... why i m always rushin to study my tests wan... can't stand my time management... always so poor... always last min things a lot wan... or else is i rush till i gonna die... cos can't breath liao... *grasping for air*....
hahaz.... but i m still alive... wat a miracle...

haiz... can't log in yesterday cuz my dad was installin the office xp n cuz the internet to hang so much tt it couldn't even go online... argh... so irritated by the comp yesterday... always giving me so much of problems... my studies also... my everything also... tml my sister having science SA lor... n now she is still hopping around.. not wantin to study or sleep... hahaz... getting scolded by my dad... heehee... i m so bad rite?! muahahahaha.... nah... now he is changing target to me liao... talkin to me abt sum things tt i told him tt i dun want lor... not even as if i can get in the "train" programme lor... but he still nagging n nagging la... but won't it be so scary when u go to a school with pple of age 17, 18 n u are only 15? so weird lor... but i now already failing my subj like hell lor... no hope la... hopeless... now the topic of discussion with my dad changes to Os result liao... so different ah... so funny... toking abt geog now... source based qns... haiz... can't tink abt my mid yr geog... failed my source based like siao.... frm qn3 onwards rite?! out of 21 only got pathetic 3 lor... so lan rite? haiz... can't stand my results for mid yr lor... all is border line passes wan... maryanne all did so damn well yet she complains tt she is so sad. disappointed by her results lor... haiz... den me leh... wash my face with tears everyday?! aiya... mabbe lor... if i really were to go into tt state of craziness la... heehee....

heyz... din log in yesterday cuz i was so damn tired... n couldn't even finish my project which is due today... but hahaz... the teacher changed so... din ask for it... lucky. lucky la... gd thing for tt... or else die liao... gotta lie our way through lor... the new c lit teacher is so ego lor... just like his best fred... dun wanna mention name la... cuz later so happen tt he sees it den die die liao... he is really a typical type of his best frend... how frenz look alike.... i was so tired frm yesterday's running, drenchin in the rain, going for dis n tt... so tired... sum more rush my project through... so rushin lor... to tink of it... i felt i m such a wonder... haiz... just kidding la.. heehee... got back my test papers dis two days... failed 2 subj liao lor... so disappointin... dun whether shld go for tuition already or not... aiya... why can't all these crap appear earlier den i can solve them by now... but now busy like hell... no time to even sleep enuff... lackin of enuff energy liao... a bit feel like fainting also... tink better not write too much... gotta go n sleep liao...

hey... today elearning is better la... :D much better in fact... no need to suffer the waiting time... but seems tt i need the waitin time more today... no time to finish my project... even got lost frm going to ester's hse... i was tryin my best to read wat i can for the project... but i ended up missing the stop!!!!!!! ah!!!!!! wasted so much time walking so much.... but still ok la... i feel a bit weird abt ester's hse... how come wear shoes in her hse wan? sum more is out going type of shoes lor... i just like walk in her hse w/ takin out my shoes lor... so weird... but anyway, a bit shamed la... i read the not so relevent things... haiz~ wasted so much of my time... cuz me so embarrassed for missin the stop also... irritatin clit project... shall not take dis subject foreva if got choice... dun understand how come pple can actually take it for o'levels.... they chi genises la... emr... wrong spelling issit??? neva mind... tml got to go to sch liao... dunno if can wake up in time for drills... hopefully la... sigh... c lit project is going to die... haven finish like half of it... i m so si bai... shui hu zhuan also haven read yet... cl test no hope liao... sigh. sigh. sigh..... everything also no hope already... i m also hopeless rite?
I tink i must be the most hopeless person u haf ever seen rite? dun need to save face for mi la... i noe myself... too well already... been with it for like 14 + yrs liao... of cuz rite... haha.... tt's me wat... wat been with it??!! haha... just jokin la... anyway, it's not funny... i m really hopeless... most of my hope dashed all of a sudden liao.... no time already... better sleep earlier today... or else.... can't get up for drills la.... gd nitez... * yawns *

yoz... my first entry here... so hard to get in wan... a bit weird la... so different frm my previous blog... heehee.. anyway, today i had elearning... the stupid epebble spoil my com wan lor... so irritating... now everything is slow as a grandma liao... no... or even worse than that... elearning is NO GOOD!!!!! only waste time wan... in school, i tink we can learn more things lor... so hard to do things online... esp with big grp of pple... but elearning also qte gd la... can slack while waiting for the thing to load... we are like having a battle to see hu load faster lor... so funny... but i won exerytime... keep sendin wat i d/l frm epebble cuz a lot of pple can't load it.... so busy like mad... no time to really slack today... shait lor... i haven finish my c lit project yet... tml got to go ester's hse to do already... dey are gonna kill me liao....
tml is another testin of patience day.... "elearning"... haiz... wake up so early to wait for the com to load... so irritating... stayed at home the whole day today... so sick... nth to do except to stare at the com... sch is still better la overall... sch at least dun need to test my patience... i m not very patient wan lor... i was trying to go n play games but no one dere wan... so sian...
anyway, the june hols tt just ended is no better lor... it's NOT FIT to even be a holiday... no day is really can rest wan lor... whole day go sch and go sch and go out... not even enuff for hw... just managed to finish the overall bit on the last day of hols... but not really completed la... very sick of hw liao... heck care already la... no time and strength to care so much... my c lit project is now gonna die liao.... dunno how to do so fast also... must finish a bk like abt 130pgs thick... sum more is chi lor... haiz... sure can't wan... mabbe can do durin elearning tml la... dun tink i can wake up early enuff tml... tml shall be a busy day for me... dunno even how to go ester's hse.... later get lost there... but hear tt it's near sch la... so shld be alrite lor.. hope can get sum infor on how to go by tml... dunno if got bus there or not... haiz... sigh... i m such a failure....